he's in jail. it's not his fault, he was just
trying to help out a guy with nowhere to stay, but it's illegal and he's
inside for a few days. he's doing that whole thing where he acts like he
doesn't need anything because he's just worried about everyone else.
I remember thinking he needed to work that shit out for himself. I'm not saying he hasn't changed. I haven't been here, obviously. But there's always going to be a part of him that defaults to taking care of other people first.
I think you should try not to do anything to put yourself at risk because that's just going to make this worse for him. That's not the same as not being there for him. You know its not.
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What happened?
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he's in jail. it's not his fault, he was just trying to help out a guy with nowhere to stay, but it's illegal and he's inside for a few days. he's doing that whole thing where he acts like he doesn't need anything because he's just worried about everyone else.
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It makes him feel like he's looking out for the rest of you.
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so then who's looking out for him? is that not what a team is supposed to do?
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I'm not saying he hasn't changed. I haven't been here, obviously. But there's always going to be a part of him that defaults to taking care of other people first.
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so you think we should just sit back, wait for him to know he needs us?
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That's not the same as not being there for him. You know its not.
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i'm not gonna do anything stupid, donna, i promise.
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Are you okay?
I mean, as okay as a person can be around here.
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are you?
i mean you're newer to all of this than i am
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It doesn't take long to figure out what they want from us. Feels like a pretty shitty afterlife most of the time.
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you deserved a lot better than this.
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Doesn't mean I'm not glad to be with all of you for a while.
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i'm not mad about being here. i'd rather be here than the rest of you than have you here without me
and maybe we can make a difference here.
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and then i was stuck in a basement for a long time
i'd rather be out doing something, making a difference. even if it's here.